So Addie turned over a new leaf this year. This leaf doesn't happen to be a good leaf, actually. It actually pains me to even think about it. But it has happened.
I don't know how it happened, either. This has kept me up late at night thinking about it. Where did I go wrong? What happened in Addie's life where she felt compelled to make such a big change? What are her underlying issues? (Do we need to seek therapy perhaps?) And last but not least,
how long will it last?
You ask: What is this leaf-turning phoenomenon that has submerged in my almost 4 year old? Note for yourself the documentation:

June 29, 2005. Addie is 2 days old. See the bow in her hair?

January 2006 6 months old. I KNOW she was giving a thumbs up because she loved her precious locks.

April 2006 9 months old. I entered this picture in a baby photo contest because I thought she was so adorable (so she didn't win, but still--she's CLEARLY adorable)

September 2006 15 months old. I mean, really, how much more of a beautiful girl can you be? Just look at those gorgeous curls!

December 2006 Lovin' life with beautiful hair.

May 2007. I just can't get over how DARLING Addie used to be. Look at this diva! She loved to let me make her look pretty. ARRRRGGGGHHH!!

Scrumptious really, isn't she? January 2007

July 2007. Still sporting a cute 'do.

February 2008--Still liked having hair done. Even to go outside and play in the snow!

3 1/2 years old. December 2008--I think this was probably the last time she really let me do her hair. (We went for a flat-ironed look on this one. And she sat through the whole process with glee!)
TURNING OF A NEW (and not-liked-by-her-mother) LEAF

February 2009 Clearly you can see a difference. What has happened to my beautiful girl? Hair color changed and went completely flat. No more luscious blonde curls. Just a head full of moppy hair. Shaggy. Tangly. Fuzzy. No brushing, no fussing. Just the fall-in-your face, get-in-your way kind'a do. And Addie is in heaven.

April 2009 Addie's recent look--both hair and attitude.

Purty, aint she? No bows. No clips. No ponytails. Nope, she won't have it.

Picture taken April 4, 2009 This really is Addie's daily look. And it pains me so.
I told Ben that I love her dearly, but to put it bluntly, I'm rather embarrassed to be seen with her. It's that bad. Whatever will I do with Addie and her new do? Bribe, you say? Doesn't work. Take away priveleges? Tried it. Beg and plead? Every day.
I almost think that along with her shaggy new look, Addie's actually turning grey. Now, we haven't gotten her checked on this one to be sure, but it's hard not to think that this is happening when her hair never gets brushed, styled, and beautified. Anyone ever heard of a 3 year old gone grey?
Wo is me. I have no idea where to go with this one. I hope and pray that this is only a 'phase' but I have a feeling that it's here to stay for a while.
My heart is hurting now. This post has stirred in me many painful emotions.
Goodbye now. I'm off to shed another tear...